Sunday, December 13, 2009
its kinda like a virus, you get immune after you get sick
Saturday, November 21, 2009
the quiet things that no one ever knows
and thanksgiving break couldnt have come at a better time
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
sometimes it just needs to happen
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
painted faces fill the places i cant reach
Friday, September 25, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
not for the faint of heart
embed wouldnt work so just pasted the link
Saturday, September 5, 2009
a long way gone
Monday, August 24, 2009
so it's a challenge then?
Sunday, August 23, 2009
its been a while
went to watch inglorious yesterday with danilo, balls,mando, justin and julie. it was awesome. best part was with the bat. i expected more outta it though, like it was good but there were parts were it was just kinda boring. after walked to wendys minus balls and danilo, but balls got dropped off by danilo right when we got there. stayed and talked for a while then got picked up by my dad. i wanna watch district 9 next. heard that was a hella good movie.
and fuck we're old man. juniors already.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
im gonna make him an offer he cant refuse
Ive been slacking way too much during summer, needa start doing shit, fuck. Shoulda listened to mariko, but no i was too lazy. I hate it when other people are right.
Friday, June 26, 2009
uncertainties
shaq to cavs!carter to magic! jefferson to spurs =( AND GOT STEPHEN CURRY SON!..but dont trade him for amare. the nba draft was the highlight of my day sadly.did not do anything.
and fuck this is sticking around for way too long
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
16th
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
to do list
2.rewrite reference list
3.do TOTC test B
4.do super homework
5.do freemind notes
6.watch the cavs beat the magic
7.finish binder
but after this, no more hill homework, sweet. too bad we got two tests and finals coming up. hill's running outta time for everything, behind in werris cause of senior trip, garrison's garrison but hes yelling at me more, stupid ass cayme said i had 790 points but she recounted and it got to 1090, aponte got that finals where im gonna know nothing, pe got badminton for the last week and loushin's gotta make restrictions on partners, kinda feel like playing a bit of tennis but just not a whole lot. and AP chem might not happen next year fuck. kills my whole schedule. somoone get 8 people to join.
on the bright side, schools almost out, good weekend hopefully even with all this work, and nba finals have been the best it's been in a while. i love it.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
it all sounds so familar
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
FUCKING NICE
was so scared though, thought id have to start over. i feel bad for carla though, she had it freeze twice on her =(
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
lost in the crowd
best part so far.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
playoffs
hornets for champions?probably not. portland for champions? doesnt look like it. lakers or cavs? take your pick
Friday, April 17, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
see every dream has a part two
Schedule for next year:
AP Bio
AP English
Humanities
Pre-cal
Leadership
Spanish 4?
Thursday, April 2, 2009
haha
not bad...
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
heirplanes
started of a tale of two cities, finished 3/6 chapters. too bad its only 1/3 of the pages. procrastinated for a couple hours and headed to xaviers house with danilo. played some skate 2, killzone 2 and GH. was pretty fun, rizal is hilarious. danilo got hella into killzone 2, fool was unstoppable. had some good talks, and got home at 630. watched warriors game, so many fucking fouls i hated it. they won though, ellis showed he could be a star one day, azubuike i fucking love having you on this team and god can morrow shoot it. refs were calling too much shit though, kinda like the last game. still won though, expected that last shot to go in, iono why i just dont have faith in them holding out in close games no more.
learned that we have hella shit to do in hill when we get back plus everything else. got a new racquet too, played with it a bit yesterday and i liked it. hopefully i get most of the project done tomorrow, cause friday got plans and i wanna try and go hit one more time before break ends. plus i dont wanna spend the last day doing hella homework. fuck procrastination man, its gonna kill me next year.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
oh shit..
You don't really give in. You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire
-from goldinuniverse.com
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
work in progress
got a game tomorrow at bethel vs benicia, 330. why we gotta have games during spring break though..
Friday, March 20, 2009
you came in to my life
responsibility, twins, priorities, realization, deep talk, "LETS GO!!!", perspective, butteryass mondays, comeback that broke down, name that kills, confusing messages, we believe is gone, map pack looks damn good, daddy long legs, interesting talks, kai kai, danini, judgemental, fried rice, hella useless practice, feeling good, looking back, baldo's, war movies, long time no see, "same old calvin", she trusts us!, questionable, unbelievable, changes, where amazing happens, "this life is more than just a read through"
Saturday, February 28, 2009
taking an extended leave
Sunday, February 22, 2009
is the door open?
one thing too, i love how people hate or dislike someone for doing something, but then if it someone that they know does the same thing, then they like it or laugh or something in a positive way. just whose doing it changes their perspective so much, it's ridiculous
Saturday, February 21, 2009
procrastination kills
1. do freemind notes for arts and ideas chp1. shits hella long
2. finish catcher in the rye and probably reread the first parts cause hill warned me about it.
3. do book report form
4. catch up on animal farm
5. do alg 2 homework for once
6. study for the fucking history test AGAIN. fuck you garrison
7. study for bio test
so much fucking reading man..
Thursday, February 19, 2009
waiting for results
today was alright. hill was being a bitch to the people that didnt go, felt a kinda bad for em. learned the story the quick way and got stuff done. needa do skits again man. probability is actually pretty easy, got the tree after some explaining, i still needa do homework again though. garrison extended the test till tomorrow, and id kinda actually like it to be today cause then i woulda had the period to study, but now we gotta do the groups tomorrow so i gotta read some of it tonight. god damnit man. cayme took a quiz that i did bad on, did notes. did the project or whatever in spanish and watched part of the video about puerto rico. gotta finish it tomorrow. played badminton in P.E., sandeep is fucking hilarious.
practice after school, paired up with francis to play against rodel and francisco?i think it was. or maybe thats his last name, might've been ryan. i gotta start getting people's names right. lost that one, missed hella shots too long, gotta learn how to topspin better. got a weird ass swing. hill reminded me to put my weight forward, which i forgot after francis told me this one time. played 4 games after the set cause hill wanted to see how we did, but then she stopped after a couple games anyway. serve is getting there, more power would be nice. thanks samantha for teaching me it hella long ago. i play too conservative in games sometimes that i forget to use an actual stroke instead of trying to baby it over or just trying to lightly hit it. hella of those went out too cause there was no spin on it. ran 5 laps after cause i tapped rodel's balls with my racket. played with mikey against sicoro and axl later, was hella scared i was gonna slip on that court, did not want to run forward. ended up losing again. gotta start practicing again, lost some of the urge i had earlier. got home, ate, showered, procrastinated. still procrastinating. hate this shit
posted this hella late cause i thought i lost this post.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
childrens stories
sunday stayed home. did nothing basically. talked on aim almost all day, watched nba all star game. shaq was hilarious. co-mvp though wtf, CP3 shoulda won it. hes like the best PG in anything, always looking for people, but can take control if needed. i like how he plays too, like just how he dribbles and controls things it's different than from other PGs. fools gonna be in the HOF. talked after the game, sleep.
today got up, woke up someone, plans went down the drain, chatted a little bit, played 2K9 a bit, cod for a bit, then tv. went to berkeley at 4 to drop off some stuff for my sister, smart ass got into Haas, which is like one of the top business schools in the nation. damn she's going places. now it's up to me to do the same. proud of her though, she earned it. went through hella shit to get there. ioni if i can be that committed to school, gotta kill procrastination first. anyways, left her apartment and went to 99 ranch. dad talked at at&t about the eternity. it looks like a pretty good phone, kinda like the iphone, had some pretty good reviews. might get it. teased about ferrero rocher's, and coldplay/kings of leon concerts. kings of leon was more serious though, be hella sick if it could happen. like a dream come true for you haha. anyways after had storytime-has like the best themes/life lessons/morals or whatever. fuck the stories we're reading right now, then a private concert haha. hills homework after, fucking symbolism too ages to find everything. thank you ms.hill for giving us the wrong fucking website. thanks to mariko though for finding that website with hella symbols on it. saved hella time. fixed poem after, i dont get how poets can be so patient. i mean one small thing thats wrong and you gotta fix everything. i hate it. gotta finish notes tomorrow morning and memorize "the raven." damn this class man.. LAKERS AND WARRIORS WEDNESDAY!!!!!
i wonder what trades are gonna be pulled off before the... 19th?i think.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
what a difference it can make
beat tyler 6-4 today. he is one consistent bastard. he'll be on var though, either this year or next. hes pretty damn good i gotta say. still dont know why i was in losers bracket when i won, but im doing dubs anyway. playing with sean against xavier and ryan, gonna be fun.
but damn, being at home really does change alot. beat the suns, utah, knicks and now the trail blazers. blew out 3 of em. led by double digits for the other. feel great during games, but just seem to lost the excitement afterwards. guess its cause i know we wont make the playoffs anyway, being optimistic right now is a long shot. just wish that younger guys could get a chance to play more, its fun watching em. and DAMN WAS ELLIS CLUTCH TONIGHT!made a 3 right before the half, announcer dude said it was the 3rd time he'd done it in his 10 games back, and then 3 jumpers in the 4th quarter when everyone else was stone cold. fuck i miss ellis man, really hope we keep him. please not be JR#2
Monday, February 9, 2009
it's a conspiracy
friday-useless meeting that hill made us wait till 3:30 for. regrettable car ride, cod for a bit, "yeah i have 2 kangaroos", illwy.
saturday-sams birthday party. went to cha am, danilo brought a banana and austin brought a sandwich wtf. mando comes with his hair straightened, bill was funny. watched coraline, got me tired, fell asleep for a couple minutes. sat around for half an hour, watched 10 minutes of benjamin button, made me wanna go watch it now. went to sams house, ended up watching that 70s show, pizza and brownies, left, mando came over for a bit, showed him the site. talked on the phone/illwy(god the full name is too long), told stories, pretty embarassing.
sunday-stayed home all day. watched laker-cavs game, shit was intense. i kinda wanted the cavs home streak to go on though. read jlc for a bit, watched first half of the warriors game, they were doing pretty good without biedrins, dinner, phone for a bit, illwy again man that shits addicting. surprised that the warriors won by 20, BUT WHY THE FUCK COULDNT WE DO THAT 2 YEARS AGO MAN?!?! wait, we did, just couldnt do it enough. funny ass video on youtube.
monday-hella teachers gone. played cards in 2nd/5th. lunch was alright. hate volleyball, but then i have camille and anthony on my team, beasty ass serves. tried to figure out a phone lock code THAT I STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT IS. ill get it tomorrow though. bet you. tennis practice after, think imma stick with sarahs instead of trying to get used to a midplus. beat some freshmen 6-0 that didnt even go after my serves. felt kinda bad afterwards. imma try and demo some rackets, but then iono when. fucking rain comes at the worst time for me. was freezing after too. walked to julies for nothing when she sent me the thing online. dad thought i was cheating when he walked over to me on the computer and i didnt see him, which i am, but..
2K9 is pretty fun too. good game for 30
blog seems different than what i usually put...sorry if i disappointed you haha. just been pretty chill lately. OH BUT MAN THAT SUNS GAME WAS FUCKING GREAT. KICKED THEIR ASSES! too bad they killed us the next night <_< AND THEN AGAINST THE SPURS DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED. FUCKING GINOBILI GOT FOULED MY ASS. DAMN REFS ALWAYS BAILING OUT THE GOOD TEAMS, AINT GOT NO RESPECT FOR US.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
bummer
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
good shit
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
happyhappyhappy
today had first tennis conditioning. i was breathing kinda hard at the end, and it wasnt even a mile i dont think. rallied after, sucked, then did alright. jerry and xav are pretty good to rally with and im sorry i couldn't return more of their shots better. realized i really gotta start working on that backhand though.
and so you know how i told some people about that guy in chinatown that's like always there?found vids of him on youtube. he goes to berkeley too.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
a sacrifice well made
Went to applebee's after and we might as well have had two different tables. Damn that triple chocolate melt looked good. Walked to target after, chilled there for a bit and left. Got home, cousin's back from his trip and he's gonna stay around here for a bit. Slept on the floor to let him get his rest. Wasn't that bad actually. Watched some of Transformers before heading to bed.
Woke up, ate, watched some football/mulberry street. internet was hella slow on cod, beasted, watched warriors game, was probably the most i've gotten into a game in a while, and another fucking injury shit.. ate dinner hella late, did homework, talked to cousin about his snowboarding experience. fuck this is long.
got tennis practice tues/thurs and im hella lazy. gotta start using the time during PE better maybe...
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
again?
Monday, January 5, 2009
Got school tomorrow, don't really wanna wake up that early, and don't really wanna see ms.hill again. need to find a way to get to sleep earlier today, or i could just sleep during class..
