waiting for results

the games just seem so much more entertaining now. atleast now rather than earlier in the year, but then i guess that's just cause most of the people are back now. things are starting to fall together, even if something's still missing. it's not even cause their winning, cause their still losing a good amount of games, and it'd probably be better for em to lose than to win, atleast if your looking to next year. but then that'd be a shame to lose on purpose or just to put in less affort. nah, i think it's that they're just more entertaining. people are starting to accept their roles, and different people are getting minutes. especially those two guys, they are good. people always be asking me why i like it too, and i dont really have an answer. it's just something i grew up with. the same thing with anyone about anything, so stop being a fucking dick and accept it.

today was alright. hill was being a bitch to the people that didnt go, felt a kinda bad for em. learned the story the quick way and got stuff done. needa do skits again man. probability is actually pretty easy, got the tree after some explaining, i still needa do homework again though. garrison extended the test till tomorrow, and id kinda actually like it to be today cause then i woulda had the period to study, but now we gotta do the groups tomorrow so i gotta read some of it tonight. god damnit man. cayme took a quiz that i did bad on, did notes. did the project or whatever in spanish and watched part of the video about puerto rico. gotta finish it tomorrow. played badminton in P.E., sandeep is fucking hilarious.

practice after school, paired up with francis to play against rodel and francisco?i think it was. or maybe thats his last name, might've been ryan. i gotta start getting people's names right. lost that one, missed hella shots too long, gotta learn how to topspin better. got a weird ass swing. hill reminded me to put my weight forward, which i forgot after francis told me this one time. played 4 games after the set cause hill wanted to see how we did, but then she stopped after a couple games anyway. serve is getting there, more power would be nice. thanks samantha for teaching me it hella long ago. i play too conservative in games sometimes that i forget to use an actual stroke instead of trying to baby it over or just trying to lightly hit it. hella of those went out too cause there was no spin on it. ran 5 laps after cause i tapped rodel's balls with my racket. played with mikey against sicoro and axl later, was hella scared i was gonna slip on that court, did not want to run forward. ended up losing again. gotta start practicing again, lost some of the urge i had earlier. got home, ate, showered, procrastinated. still procrastinating. hate this shit




posted this hella late cause i thought i lost this post.